Tuesday, February 12, 2008
argh!!!! angry sia.... NOW VERI ANGRY.... SHOULDNT HAV CUM ONLINE SO LATE!!!! SHOULD HAV CUM ONLINE EARLIER!!!!! *sob* i tell u wad happen todae first ok? first walk 2 skool, then half way, saw jerry, then, saw 4hole.... then, went skool, *sob*help aishah buy water then, i buy water....then, saw celine then go tok 2 her.then, walk 2 her there at e canteen, then, after tt, play play wif jesslyn.. *sob* then, sickerning zingermeal walk pass.wa kao!!! then, toktok 2 celine lol..then, after stayin at parade sqr, go up klass. *sob* then, go study then, saw him walkin pass...wa kao..c him again...then, after tt, during ss, farid keep singing e song then, *sob* make us laugh...then, mt nth realli happen...jus sad in me...*sob*then, reccess came. went down 4 recces... saw him again.. *sob* bullshit la...then, go buy food eat liao go find jeslyn.. *sob*then, we go library. then, saw claudi, denise n gang... *sob* then, go back klass go 3e5 4 maths..then, affter tt, go computer lab.. *sob* then, e chair there spoil one....then, after tt, is cme n pg.... then, *sob* as usual... ms toh tok tok tok... then, after tt, release us then, *sob* saw natasha, then, go home wif her...then, we toktoktok. then, tok abt zhi ming...i sae i heard from terence *sob* sayin tt *sob* he becum pai kia liao...then, she sae ya la..he everidae sleep.... then, after tt, i went home... then, finish hw on com.... *sob*
i angry bcos i love him too much tt i hurt myself too much... *sob*u saw his msn name ??? "wadever i plan is gone, stupid school.... create wat trip to singapore discovery centre" hate him, HaTe him, HATe him, HATE him!!!!!!! then, i realli heart broken liao..... ruhaidah was right. *sob* i shouldnt lyk him too much.. *sob* it hurts... thx ruhaidah.... i nd 2 get out... get out of here... get out of tis mess... get out of here!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!wanna cry out...but no tears.... tears r gone... btw, cant cry. cos lata jeremy's whole family cum... then, *sob* i will b veri pai seh.... i hate him!!!! my gosh!!!!! pls oh pls.... ppl... my pals... my great frens... cum n rescue me.... rescue me.... rescue me...... i... m.....diein...diein...diein.....4...eva....eva...eva........... PLS CUM N RESCUE ME!!!! N CUM N CONFRONT ME..... CONSOLE ME..... *sob-sob*
idiot, asshole, fkin, guy musnt b loved by me.... stupid, bastard, cb guy.... tell him go "die"....
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