Wednesday, March 5, 2008
todae, gt el.. then, sian lol.. pe run then, teacher cheated. everione minus 2 sec. stupid rite ? 2 sec. then, i pass la.. then, their maths teacher nvr cum. i wonder y. ytd oso. then, ms toh cum in lecture us. so, wad la.. then, mt, oso quite sian. then, poa, farid cum sit bhind me then, tok crap lol... then, after skool, eat liao go change. then, go music rm. must dance. 4 fun smmore. then, mr yiong pick on me.. i pissed off...then, break.break go find claudi. then, li qing was lyk tokin 2 herself but i noe she tokin 2 me. it's lyk, "u cum here 4 wad? v dun wan u 2 b here. go away..." after tt, nora go away. then, i walk wif nora. then, i tell nora. after tt, i emo liao.. i sae" one more person hu pisses me, i m goin crazy." then, wad eva i stared at, i will start 2 cry. so, i try nt 2 stare. then, when choir finish liao. sop 2 can go first. so, i went outside. at e wall there stare on e floor. then, everione jus ignore me n go inside. nora see me then hug me. e sec 1 ask me wad happen. then, i jus tell him i my emotion... then, after tt, go in wait 4 nora they all.. then, finish liao, nora oso lyk started 2 cry lyk tt... i oso dono y... then, wei jie oso gt cum n ask me i ok or nt? obviously i ok la. how can i jus go in between of them jus lyk tt?!?! u understand hu i lyk now? i dun care if u tell him... cos, i now tink tt i get over him liao la. i jus wan him 2 continue being my fwen. tt's enough.
4 claudia: i noe u cant cope wif it. i tink i can understand. jus dun do anything stupid. cos, i will b e first 1 2 sae sry 2 u... i cant stop u. i cant make u "cum" wif me. bcos i dun hav e magic in me lyk "miri" do. sry. i n e bk, bras and broomsticks.i will cry 4 u, i will stand wif u. but promise me. try nt 2 fall in 4hole's footstep. if nt, v r over. ok ? nowadaes i veri easy emo one. so, please... k ? trust me.. dun nd care abt me one clau. i m ok. i m fine. jus take care of urself. ok? remember i will b e first one 2 cry 4 u, 2 sae sry 2 u, n 2 sae i will promise 2 take care of myself... bcos, i regret nt helpin u get out...
other ppl, please remember, i will b e first 2 cry 4 u, first 2 sae sry 2 u, will promise 2 take care of myself provided u dun do anything wrong. ok ? meaning... sucides. thx..
will miss u lots if u r dead... n will regret...
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