Wednesday, August 6, 2008
after all of the reding blog stuff, i felt that. i was. very very fortunate. compared to the poor who is currently hungry. compared to the elderly who is currently living in the old folks home. compared to my friends like Aniq. like Nora. like Dong Qi. i am really much much fortunate. fortunate to have parents. fortunate that i have my cousins. fortunate for having a nice family. compared to Aniq, who is having family issues. compared to Nora, who is having her own problems. compared to Dong Qi, who is also having family issues. i think i am much much more more fortunate and lucky. though sometimes i maybe jealous. i maybe emo. i think for a thousand reasons, i am really lucky. compared to Zhi Xiong. i felt even more luckier and more fortunate.
i think tt everyone was there for a purpose. everyone. either to change ppl's life or smthing. mayb 2 change e future bah..
i know myself, at times, i am sad, i am happy. but from 2dae onwards, u will c me getting more sad and sad each day. do not judge a book by its cover. ppl might look happy. but inside them, they might not be happy. they might hav a lot of things tt they nd 2 do.
todae was crap. he [no.2]nvr cum. but i did saw e other. he[no.2] nvr cum. i like emo lyk tt. but actually, is bcos... everyone.. is ... lyk... avoiding... me like... tt.. eg... nora... i oso very tired. hope cuddenly faint or smthing.. cos i wanna know hu really did care abt me.. cos some ppl lyk backstabber lyk tt. hai... i saw him[no.1]. i think he change cca le ba. cos saw him at ava. anyway, hack care lol. oso none of my business. haha...
hope tml will b better...
8:32 PM