Wednesday, April 22, 2009
when i was small, my ambition was to become a piano teacher because at that time, there isn't a lot of jobs for me to choose from. from, dono when, i realised that there is a lot of job in the world. by then, i changed my ambition. it was changed to a model. which is impossible. starting of this year, it has become a superstar. an idol. but now, it has become someone who is popular. because i want to feel how busy can people like them can go. but i think that it will change overtime.
today,after school, we were dismissed from the gym. then, the four of us went to 4e4 classroom complaining while on our way there. we reached there Mdm Teh told us the homework that we have. then, she arrange with us when we can have remedials. starting on next Friday, straight away after school wait for her at the staff room. then, she will find a air-conditionplace for us. actually, she said library. then, she said she will book a IT room for us. she say she wanted to push us.
in choir, Dong Qi cried because something happened to her relative. i am not suppose to say, so... yah. so i accompanied her instead of joining the rest. anyway, i told her about me, hating the word die. i really hate the word. after a long long long long time, denise and i went but on our way there. we saw Mr Yiong and one of the teachers. then, we walk back. then, the teachers waited for to settle down before talking to us. when they started talking, i started crying. but then, no one realised it. after the crap, we went out to the canteen to eat the pizza and ice-cream that the teacher ordered. then, not long after that, Mr Lee come to the canteen to find us. then, we were like," oh shit!! Mr Lee is here!! faster keep the pizzas." "oh shit!!! faster eat!!" Mr Lee bring us drinks [without ice] { thanks for that anyway}. then, after the "lunch", went back to the music room but then, the juniors kicked us out of the music room. so, we have to go home. Nora said maybe they will have a surprise party for us. by then, i will cry. haha.
now, Arvin is "disturbing" me by calling my number and chatting. he asked me a very awkward question, ' do you have a boyfriend?' veryy awkward though. but then, i am doing my homework. so, multi-task. it wasnt my best though. he said he will call me back but i doubt it. anyway, just receieved my god-sister's gift. she bought me a pen and a lip-gloss that smells liek strwberry. haha. so, kind of her though. she always buy me things when she thinks that i will need it. to me, she treats me better than my parents. anyway, i going back to choir for speech day. before i almost forget. today is the day when Debra died. it's been two years. i dont really miss her that much though.
Mdm Teh said,'dont let me lose u... '. i tot,' u already lose me bfore u said it.'
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