Sunday, April 26, 2009
i found today very saddening. unlucky. i forget that there is no religious class, so, i went to West Mall to print photos. i printed the wrong size. nevermind, i walked in West Mall, then, i realised that my bag going to spoil. i went home and i forget to help my mum buy stuff. all i did right was to take the correct bus home while dreamming. i think it is because i put you in my heart for too long that everything i do is wrong. i was very very emo the minute i reach home. so, i played the piano. i played it in such a way that, it is very loud but i did not play wrong key or anything. just loud and the rest were perfect. i played until Devin called me. i was still playing though.... until after my lunch. i started to continue with my work like example, print worksheets, print Aniq's score, take out worksheet to revise later... etc. until now then, i started doing my work. hai... i think i really think about him too much. my mum said that i mesmerise my idol too much that's why i become like that. but i think it is becuase i think about him too much that, i think i can die without him by my side. haha.
after Friday, i realised that Friends are way more important than anything else. it makes me feel that it is the most important factor. From that day onwards, i worry for my friends, i care for my friends and just love them more than they do to me. they just makes me change me mind about everything else...
"A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out" -Anon.
song of the day: kiss goodbye.
3:45 PM