Sunday, January 29, 2012
No one knows that birthday is really a very important event to me. It seems to be more important than the yearly other festivals like chinese new year or christmas. and this year, i purposely off the notification on facebook that tells the whole world that today is my birthday just to test and see how many people did really remembers it. and guess what? Only people remembers that today is everyone's birthday instead of mine. What's more important is that my chinese birthday and english birthday falls on the same day this year..
i remembered when i was young, i used to check the fridge for cakes on my birthday and i always find one cake for me but each time when i grow older, i don't check the fridge anymore but instead i check facebook and sms-es to see how many people wishes me happy birthday and i would felt really happy about it because there's people that remembers.
this year that came by seems to be more interesting than the rest of the years. i do not need to elaborate further. i had written it in the few previous blog posts.
Firstly, i must thank all those that helped me in this 18 going to 19 age. People like Devin, XiaoYun, SanLian is those few people i must mention of course. N not forgetting new friends like Benny, ivy and YuLu that go through the "i-am-not-that-happy" times. I believe i did become stronger and more a grown up by now as compared to last year the same day even though i still cry a lot..
Secondly, i must say that i love those people around me especially those that really did allow me to learn a lot.
Thirdly, to those that i do not like very much or do not like me(which might include my ex-boyfriend) shoo off from my sight. Because i really do not need you to be around me unless you are that sincere and willing to put down our hatred or stuff.
Lastly, really happy birthday to me. All i suddenly feel like having right now is a birthday cake that i can make wishes to.
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