today, actually i planned to go to YuLu's house to gym. but instead, we went to Bugis to shop because i wanted to get some bags and stuff.. and i was stopped by some model agency company for the first time when i was alone. the previous time when i was stopped by them was at orchard when i am with YuLu. because she always receive these kind of stuff, i always thought that they were targeting YuLu only. this time round when i was alone and they come to me and tell me about it, i was a little shocked and somewhat happy. not because they were pestering me, but because it just meant that i really did change my way of dressing and stuff. it just shows that i really changed into a "better" person.

continue on with the change, i am gonna continue to change myself from the outside to the inside. i must learn how people make use of you and how you protect yourself from being used and stuff like that. all these are needed to be learnt as soon as possible. i was really glad that i did changed a lot and i hope i can change physically too. Xuan Qing told me that i should tell myself to be more fit instead of thinking i wanna lose weight. so, i might just test out and see if it works? i really hope i would be able to lose weight though and become fitter..

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