Saturday, September 5, 2009
i dono how i get this moltivation from but this time round, it's sure to be very rare. today's my grandfather's death anniversary [heard from my mum]( my dad's father). so, my mum and i went to my grandmother's house to eat dinner. one of my cousin also went.
[grandmother story] i heard that my grandparent gave birth to more than ten children but only kept around seven children. 2 females and 5 males meaning i got 2 aunt and 4 uncles from my dad's side. my dad's the eldest among all. to me, i think that they are not very good sibilings. to dad's a very straight-forward person that's why he will always offend people even without himself knowing it. by the way, one of my aunt died because of cancer. at that time, my dad cried. my dad always cry when there's something like that happened. cried as in, pick up the phone, heard the news, put down the phone, and squat down on the floor cry instantly on the spot even if we are outside shopping, waiting for taxi or just anything you are doing outside. i think i was studying in primary school at that time.
as i had said, my dad's the eldest, my second uncle is not yet married and he is currently not working. my third uncle is married and gave birth to one female and i currently living in the east of singapore[ i think he's at ponggol]. my fourth uncle is also married and also gave birth to one female but he is living in ang mo kio. my youngest uncle is not married and is currently a jc teacher teaching in i think clement jc or something. my current one and only aunt is living in jurong and i have nothing to say about her because she dun like us and look down upon us , etc. as you ca see from here, everyone is living somewhere far in singapore. so, we only meet up like thrice evey year. events such as my grandmother's birthday, chinese new year eve and chinese new year.
so, one of my aunt[ 3rd uncle's wife] knew that i am having exams. so, she tell me to work harder smething like that. so, got little moltivation. but i dono if she is insulting me or anything like that.
you might think that i am very lucky. but u dono. my mum's side is larger and more complicated with more of these i dun like you, you dun like me stuff. why cant just people live in peace ??
my ancestors, please pray for me that i can pass all my subjects....
song of the day: dui shou by dong cheng wei, wu hu jiang & qiang ping yue tuan.
mood of the day: neutral.
7:30 PM