yes. i am back blogging again. hahahahaha!! actually my dream uni life is very simple. it's just everyday, go to school happily and mix with the friends in school, do all the assignments.. and class activities.. blah blah blah.. then after school, sometimes got to work, sometimes go to the library lend books to read or lend some composing books or sometimes go to some other classes like yoga, wine classes...
at the same time, maybe get some time to do some exercise in the gym and watch some dramas and shows... during the weekends get some times to gather with friends and my hubby and search for some concerts or plays or whatever that is and enjoy there... it looks like some very super pack plan and i know it is impossible for me to do it. but still hope there's one day that i can cope with such a busy schedule and still do very good for all these classes...
My hubby got me a new phone samsung galaxy s5. I was guilty and shock because I didn't expect that he will get it for me plus it's expensive now as it just release not long ago. What makes it worse is he got 2 s5. And the amount he used is So scary to me. And it makes me really really guilty because of it even though I did pay $250..
What makes it worst is that he is sick now and have to go and see doctors and still does not get to know what illnesses he have gotten. Which means the amount he is using is much much more than just the phone but also the doctors bills...
Just hope he will get well soon..... o(╯□╰)o
As usual our random "gathering " with LinNa, RenJie and JunMing. Haha! We went to jurong bird park and expectedly, RenJie drove his little yellow car and come at pick us up at clementi. Why are we at clementi? That's because i requested eating breakfast together. Haha!
While We were on the way to the jurong bird park, We called over to YiTing and disturb her. HAha! Cause she doesn't want to go because she got no money. Lol! Anyway, when We were on the way, it started raining and it's very worrying for us as only JunMing brought umbrella that day. Hahaha! But luckily We took quite a while before We got our carpark, (that's because it's good friday, public holiday and there's a lot of cars parked there plus the limited carpark slots )And the rain stops when We got our carpark slots!
When We were there, there's a lot of birds (obviously ) and I know JunMing doesn't really very like to go to these places. So he went and I was very thankful for that!
We had a lot of fun looking at the birds (and teaching them how to talk when We know it's impossible. Haha! ) and they somehow "forced" me to go through the wiggling wooden bridge in the bird park. Hahahahaha!
We ended up going to YiTing house to pick her up After our 2 hr in bird park and went to IMM (because there's 3 hrs free parking ) hahahahahahahah. Then We went to find fooood!! went to eat pot luck after our usual "don't-know-what-to-eat " and super quick decisions.
After that we took a small walk around IMM and got a spring onion for JunMing 's mum. it's 7pm already and started planning where to go(because the 3 hr carpark is up and We don't want to waste So much money). And So, We decided to visit JunMing's mum.
When we reach there, JunMing brought us around to see the facilities in his condo, before We go up.... after we meet his mum and have a quick chat, his mum went to sleep alrdy leaving the five of us in the living room chatting. We chat about practically everyone We know and their character. We started talking about ourselves and how to improve on the things we is not good at. A very cool talking session. Hahaha.
They said that I need people that knows how to appreciate me because I always do things without people knowing. And that I always shows that I am tired, etc. Hahahahahaha. Lol..anw overall is a nice day.
2013 passed by so quickly it's 2014 now which means that my birthday is coming soon again... and it's only the start of January and I already received presents from hubby dear.. he bought me a camera that I once told him that I wanted it. I told him that time that I wanted this camera instead of DSLR because this camera is lighter than DSLR and I still can use it like DSLR.
i really treasure the camera a lot because i know that it must be really expensive to get it for me and i heard from my mum that he already wanted to buy it for me as a birthday present for quite sometime already...
with this camera(and his love), it is as if it's perfectly alright if I do not get any presents from my friends or even my parents. but it always welcome to have more isn't it?
before I finish this post, I wanna share a poster that I just generated.. I was browsing instagram pictures and I saw a lot of people generating these poster so I generated one for myself. haha!
Yesterday was suppose to be a normal Saturday where I go xq's house study and watch show. But instead, we (including ren jie ) went to school instead. Xq's plan was that we go home or stay in school study after settling what they wanted to settle... but we ended up at shabu shabu at punggol.
We see the nice view there and ate the not bad buffet there. There were grill duck, beef, mutton, chicken, salmon... and durian, oreo cheesecake... I was happy to be gathering with all these people... after the dinner, we went to punggol world war 2 site after which we went back home.
It was a very nice day even though I sacrificed my study day for such gathering....
Today, i went to Universal Studio Singapore to get my USS student annual pass with hubby. It was really really crowded when we wanted to take the monorail to Sentosa and it is as if there are concerts going on in Sentosa. But apparently, there wasn't that much people in USS as compared to one of the most crowded times when i have been to USS.
It's the first time i am going to USS with my hubby and it is also his first time going in to USS. Even though i don't see any happiness and excitement going to USS but i believe that we do have that feelings in us.
We just walked around USS first, we went to the Shrek 4D because it was not crowded. and after that, we saw pinocchio and we took pictures with him because i did not take pictures with pinocchio before. and after that, we went to waterworld to take a look at the performance, and then we walked over to the transformers ride to take it, followed by the lights, camera, action! and the sesame street ride and by then, it is already in the evening already. We also saw Oscar the rubbish can guy in sesame street! but.. i missed taking picture with him.. so.. next time bah?
It was the first time for both of us to take the sesame street ride and it is kinda interesting to me i think.. even though it is not an exciting ride or whatever, but it's still a new ride to me! and what's more i am taking the new ride with hubby. hehee.
Anyway, we already planned to go USS again during one of the weekdays in September. So, i believe we do not need to really go and take all the rides and take picture with all the cartoons inside USS and i really wanted to eat at USS at the same time..
after the Universal Studio trip, we went to eat dinner at amk with hubby's primary school friends. It was the first time meeting them and to me, it is quite interesting meeting people i don't know especially hubby's friends. We also helped one of the friends celebrate birthday too! Because hubby will be busy with his IT fair next week and he is unable to go for that friends birthday celebration. quite thoughtful of him, isn't it?
anyway, it was really fun there.... hehehheee.. really love going there with my hubby..
It's LinNa's birthday yesterday!! and it's our 8th monthsary the day before yesterday. hehee.
LinNa is one of the close friends that really cares a lot. She is one of those friends that will "force" you to sleep when you haven sleep late at night. She's one of those friends that will help you to take things when she knows that it is heavy. She will do things for your own good and not always for her own good.
Anyway, Happy birthday to LinNa...
Friday was our 8th monthsary.. it was the first time i got such a long relationship.. And he was the only one that are able to withstand my character and attitude.. i really love and treasure the times i can hang out with him regardless if it's in a group or only the 2 of us and he always drives me home and get surprises for me. :)
Thanks for being there with me no matter what happens to me. Really love u very much...
I have a great weekend last few days. Went to Gardens by the Bay on Saturday with hubby and my parents because we got tickets for the two domes, Flower Dome and Cloud Dome. We first meet at Gardens by the Bay (because i told hubby to drive there while i take MRT with my parents). Then we started taking lots of pictures while walking over to the Domes. When we reach there, we got no idea where to get the tickets to go in and we met a guy that told us to walk over to Satay by the Bay first to take our tickets and goodie bags before we can go in. The goodie bags was really heavy as in contains magazines, good, and even drinks but luckily my hubby went with me and help me take all the heavy bags.. After we went back, we went in to the Cloud Dome first before going in to the Flower Dome.
When we first enter the Flower Dome, it seems to be as cold as Genting Highlands. With the waterfall in front of us, it looks really nice and pretty. We continued walking in after we finish taking photos of the waterfall. We walk over to the lift and took the lift up to the top floor of that waterfall and as usual start taking photos again. The top floor of the waterfall tells us about the plants and flowers that we will see up on the mountains (as what i understand from). It was really high up in the waterfall building and i was really scared that i would fall off from it. But to my surprise is that it is not as shaky as i imagine it will be. After touring the top floor, we slowly walked down to the next floor.
The next floor we saw a lot of crystals.. It seems to be crystal cave or something... and hubby started explaining and telling me some of the facts that he know so as to help me gain more knowledge.
After awhile, we reached the bottom floor which shows us facts and figures about the impact about plants in the environment. After that we went to a room that have projectors shooting to the side and the floor which looks interesting and cool to me. and then we went in to another room which is also interesting to me. that room shows the floor plan of Gardens by the Bay and it also by projector but with the 3D effect this time round because there are buildings build on the screen which is the table(but i got no idea what is it talking about). Then we went through a door and the first i know is that i am inside a small waterfall. Continue walking and i saw a fake crocodile and a few stone snails and after which a big big stone snail and it was the end of Cloud Dome. It was quite amazing as such as small place and make us walk for more than one hour and it was really cooling in there.
Flower Dome wasn't as amazing as Cloud Dome as only flowers are in there(obviously) but there are a lot of different flowers from different countries like Australia and California. Surprisingly, there are fruits too!
We were walking and shooting all sorts of flowers inside the Flower Dome and we saw a pool of roses. it's like a mini rose field as there are really a lot a lot of roses there with different colours(other than the extreme colours) and we saw my grandmother there also. She was really really happy to see so much beautiful flowers and looks happy that she saw hubby there too.
After the walk, we went to Sakura at Dohby Ghaut to eat but we were just there not long ago, and we were told that another 30 mins and they will clean up all the food already.. D: but despite that, we were full and hubby kept taking eggs and soup to drink and eat. oh yah. he did take prawn and re-shell for me too. Such a caring and nice hubby...
after eating, we went to meet up with Lin Na and then we went back to Gardens by the Bay again. This time round, we just went to take a walk at the places around there and at the same time, walk over to Marina Barrage to take a look at the gallery there.
i know i went there before but i still go there again just for fun. :X after the gallery walk, we walk back to marina bay sands to get ready to go to our next destination; Sembawang Shopping Centre.
We went to Sembawang Shopping Centre to eat our dinner there and went to sing K with YiTing and gangs. it was fun there even though it's only two hours. It was a tiring day that day and luckily it didnt rain. if not it really would be a wasted trip there.
It's a more relax Sunday that Saturday. Sunday, i went to hubby's house after i woke up to accompany him and his mother. it was already raining when i reach there and i started watching show when i reached because hubby started the show for me to watch it as he knows i wanted to watch it. After the show and lunch, we went back to his room, and sleep. it was all because hubby was tired and he wanted to take a rest. after he wakes up, it's already 5pm, time to go to my house for dinner and as usual, we took our time there and when we reach there, it's close to 7pm. after dinner and rest for awhile in my room, it's time for him to go home.
Although it's a short Sunday as compared to Saturday, I really treasure the time i had with him yesterday since it's our 6th monthsary yesterday....
yesterday, i went to take pictures with dear dear and Lin Na. we first went to eat lunch at Long John Sliver, then we walk over to Fort Canning Park to take pictures, luckily it's not going to rain and dear dear taught us some basic photography terms which most of them i got it all mixed up or have already forgotten about it.. anyway, we took a lot of photos there and because ROM was really near, Lin Na kept asking when are we going to get married.. -.-
anyway, that wasnt the main point... we shall proceed on.. we went around Fort Canning Park before we walk over to Singapore National Museum thinking that if it is free, we will go in and take a look. but.. it's not free... so we ended up going there to enjoy the aircon only... after that, we walk over to Funan and on the way, we saw a postage Museum and it's also not free... so we only went in to take a look and the shops only.. after which we went to the fire engine museum which is the only free museum we have gone to so far... amazing things that i have found is the olden days ladder for the fire engines.. i find it quite interesting.... anyway, after the museum we went over to Funan and take a look and dear dear's favourite... cameras... blah blah blah... and after that we took mrt to dhoby ghaut and walk over to the hotel that dear dear booked the dinner at..
the dishes there was delicious. there was a lot of different types of seafood and best of all, durian cakes... super yummy durian cakes.... and after the dinner, we went back home.. but i really enjoyed the whole day with dear dear and Lin Na with all the funny jokes n stuff....
today(26/2/13) is my last date with my dear dear for February and it might be the last date before my internship starts. i went to Nex to find dear dear early in the morning to catch a movie with him as we had a pair of free movie voucher and it would be due next month.. so we went to get it first, and after that, we went around Nex for few hours to see what we wanted to see and get what we wanted to get plus we have to get a birthday present for Yi Tian since we are going to her birthday party tonight. so after we went round and round Nex and he got me a hair clip and a hairband... even though i think it is not that worth it.. oh yah.. he also got me a new shoes.. after we bought everything, it's already time to go and fetch his mother from work..
we went to fetch his mother from work. it was raining super heavily and apparently, i fell asleep at the back of his car. it might be because it was really cold in front and at the back, it is not as cold... when he woke me up, we already reached his house downstairs and getting ready to go pasir ris for Yi Tian's birthday party..
actually there's nothing fasinating in Yi Tian's party... (it might be because i wasnt really close with her or something..) anyway, i was rather fascinated by the pool as i wanted to go for a swim for quite a long time already. and one more thing which is her birthday cake. it was quite a nice birthday cake and it taste really nice.. i think there's some chocolate chips inside or something...
for the whole day, i think my dear dear already spent around $50 on me... do u think it's abit too much? i think it's abit too much.. but oh well.. once in a while i think it should be fine...
a lot of things changed in just few months... in few months time, from a girl that is in a dilemma with a guy to a lady that is in a relationship with another guy that really cares and knows what you what. in few months time, from having a clique that sometimes or always forget your existence to having another clique that will never forgets you or can i say treats you as part of them. in a few months time, from listening to popular songs like "skyscraper" or "a thousand years" to songs like "gangnam style". in a few months time, from drama like "in time with you" to drama like " KO ONE return".
a lot of things changed in just few months and now come to think back, i wonder how did i survived with so many things happening. and i have to admit, i really learned a lot in this few months regardless what i learned is good ones or bad ones. i think this time round it is the first time i had learned so much things within a short period of time. even though all those things happened, i still managed to survived and now trying my very best again. i have thousands and thousands of things i wanted to say in this few months.. but since it's already the past, shall we not talk about it anymore? :)
i shall share this song with u all, only one day by SS501.
I went to hubby's house today to study and just nice suppose to go to ite central to find my friend... but instead she forget to bring what she needs to bring so I ended up going to hubby's house straight from my place....but I find myself quite smart because I found a faster way to go to hubby's house. Instead of the usual 1.5 hours to reach, I can reach in 1hours time. Even though it's been quite awhile I go there already... When i reach there, hubby cook lunch for me. Even though it's not say very very extravangant or whatever you called it, i am still very satisfied with his lunch. And it was the first time i see him cooking. :) so concentrated in wanting to cook what he wants. And even the noodle eat and taste like what i think it would be. :) the bad part is that, when we finished everything, it's already 3pm.. quite late already... and so we started our studying... but as usual, hubby slept while studying..some of the expected stuff that he would do... so i let him rest for awhile before calling him awake to continue studying... cause it is not right to allow him to continue sleeping when u know that he got test the next day.. but i like to see him sleep and hope i can sleep with him too even though i know i cant... and it's been a long time since i last saw him already.. and recebtly i was alittle getting neglected because of exams... BUT i wasnt fussing or what so ever. So i went over to find him. Haha. But now i am worried.. because his tomorrow's paper is late afternoon... i hope he wont fall asleep while doing the paper as he always tends to get afternoon naps after lunch...
Apparently, feb 16 is my birthday again but this time is my lunar birthday. But it seems like a lot of people don't believe in it. But anyway, that's not my point.I had a hard time previously in my test but now i am free already. Even though i still have exams to go on, but the rest of it i still a little confidence in passing them.
When out on a date yesterday with my hubby instead of celebrating valentine's day with him. But i wasn't fussing at all. Because if u really like that person that much, everyday would have been valentine's day. Isn't it? And guess what, we went to watch Ah Boy To Men 2 yesterday at west mall and got a really nice seat. And how we got that nice seat is that hubby booked the movie ticket a day before. Which is why we got that nice middle couple seat for the show. The show was great and nice. And might be because i have gone though filming before, i can feel the hardship and stuff while they film this video and tends to think "how they film this scene? It should be hard!" Anyway, after the show we went to pastamania to eat dinner and shared our dinner because we were rather full with the stuffs we brought in to the theatre. And that's the end of yesterday...
Today, we went to find my grandma to 拜年first and as usual, my grandma did not forget my birthday despite her age and she is still very cute to me. Haha. After which we went to my aunt's house to eat dinner because she cooked a lot to celebrate Chinese new year. She always cooked really delicious food and my hubby ate a quite a lot. And after that we were there playing candy crush until i was really tired and sick of it and we went back home.
Was really missing hubby badly especially during exam periods because i cannot text him cause we have to study for our own exams.... And after exams we still have our own things to settle like ITP and IT fair and after that FYP and etc etc. hope one day i will have the time to be with u more and accompany u more....
What's more is that because i wanted to wear dress today, hubby also find some nice nice clothing to wear.. Which is really really nice of him.. And i got no idea why i was easily touched with all his small small gestures he did to me. :) like getting umbrella for me in his car so that i would not get wet but he himself got wet and i needed to hold on to him to wear my high heels and etc etc... Really really touched by all these small small things u did to me so that i would be safe and sound...
Love u lots hubby.... :)
Having around 2 days hanging out with my cousin makes me have really a lot of 存在感.... Even though we do not have a lot of topics to talk about and stuff, but still, i am happy to have them and my other relatives that made my life really interesting in their talk. With all their cantonese jokes and stuff... Maybe why are we so close not because we always meet each other or have known each other for long. That might be the reason why we are so close bah?
we also always go out sing song together or even shopping and even wanted to go and watch movies together. Just because we are that seldom and busy to meet out.. But still we have a really good friendship among ourselves and sometimes we even share our things with each other....
Everyone had assignments everyday... But me.. I had a little less than what the rest have.. That's because i finished everything way earlier than usual. Because i hate being pushed for time and cannot take the fact that i have to rush assignments and waste my sleep for it.. With that leaves me more time to just being bored. And to that, it really brings a lot of boredom to me... Because everyone is busy rushing projects and no one will have the time to even talk to you at times.. But the thing is... Why are we so easily changed by the environment that we are in? Why are we always make changes, changing ourselves, or even making an effort to those around us when sometimes it cant be seen or sometimes people just dont care?
What happen to me recently is that i somehow "quarrelled" with my classmates just because of small things which is 'dont care'. It seems like they do not care about my existence... To me, being a quiet person in a group is already a torture but still i am willing to continue staying and what i get is so called close to being 'outcasted'... Even though that was only my part of the story, but still, to me it's a big trauma.. I once even changed myself just to fit into the group which is so not my style.. Now come to think of it, i am really stupid to just did that....
What happened to my close friend,Jesslyn just few hours ago is that she quarrelled with her family regarding some matters. I know it's not right for me to say it here. But i have to... She told me that she was really upset about it as she really care about her parents really that much and sometimes i look at it as loving her parents even more than her darling(because i dont love my parents that much and i love everyone equally), and what's more is that she was wondering why did her mum always not understanding her situation and not letting her live her lives her way and have to live her life her mum's way...
...And i am not a really good comforter as i understand how she feels but i really do not know how to tell her to calm down and do something about it or even give suggestions even though some people will come to me for such solutions... I did not even said good night to her like the usuals.. Because i am really not the best person to say about it.. And i wanted her to calm down.. Really really sorry about that..
i dont really know what happened to my aquarius brother recently because he is being too emo and really i wasnt the best person to even ask or comfort him. But everyone can see that he is being emo.. Even though i know he will figure it out by himself but now i m worried is that he is delaying all his assignments and stuff because of emo-ness...
I think the only thing that really brightens up my mood today is that xuan qing is texting me practically the whole day... Even though i wanted him to concentrate on his studies...
But still... sad life..
Song of the day: 心疼你的心疼
i dont know why... maybe because we are all aquarius.. it seems like my aquarius brother always know me best in class now(other than my boyfriend obviously). and also, Amelia.. Amelia we were once strangers and i remembered clearly that i know her through facebook and now we were close enough for me to say out my doubts and stuff. maybe because he is an aquarius.. it seems like i can be myself when i am communicating with him and he always makes me think of the past me. Who is the girl that just dont care about how people look at me and stuff... when did i become such an asshole that cares about how people look at me and why am i changing myself such that to suit other people? the both of them always makes me think a lot of myself and a lot of whys that are changed in me..
still thinking....
our last event in CMCC is the Chinese New Year event that we prepared for quite a long time. even though there wasn't a lot of people that came to our event, i think that it is still a success. and in this event, it taught me a lesson. no matter if the result is good or bad, we did our best and we must appreciate all the things that we or other people had done. it's like we did a lot in the props and the trainings and stuff. in addition, we had the venue and had a lot of people helping out. regardless if there are people coming to support us, we already did our best and we must appreciate all that we had done. it's just like all the musics that we listen to, the person that made it also walk a long way before all the mvs are out. they have to compose the song, the lyrics and arrange the artist to sing it. at the same time, they will worry if there's people that will come and listen to the music. other than that, they will have to think of a theme for the album, date of release and arrange photographers to take picture for the artist album. not forgetting the clothes that the artist are wearing. other than that, they need people to shoot for the mvs. in addition, they need to arrange for their artist to be on the variety shows.. etc etc. going through all these hard work, no one did really appreciate what they are doing or at least think in their shoes...
at the same time, i thought that why arent i a very influential person? because if i am an influential person, this event would be even more successful. because i will be able to get more people to come by. so, now, my so called "dream" is to become a more influential person....
introduce a new song that i am listening today...
my very first present is from my dear dear and it's a nice speakers. he knew i wanted one set of speakers of my own and so, he bought one set for me. :)
i always like how he treated me. with care and with lots of love. listening music with the speakers he gave just give me a lot of love and care just like as if he was just right beside me, telling me to continue fighting and get better and better.
today wasnt a really pleasing day for me because there's some trouble for VAF because we do not have enough time for us to film and so, we have to film it this coming weekend and just nice when i already decided to go to celebrate my birthday with my dear dear... but because of the advance birthday present from dear dear, my mood calmed down and really settled down so that i can finish up my IMD project that is going to be due this week.
i felt really xing fu and happy to have him as my dear dear and i always receive lots of love from him.
love you..
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